Hello, with the help of Brenden i am trying to get in the habit of blogging regularly. This is part of well a big move in my life. I am getting rid of bad habbits and trying to form new good ones.
More importantly i believe im doing what God wants. recentley i got a brand new motive for following God. I realized how much my friends mean to me and that it is my responsabillity to live out the life God wants for me in order to help guide my friends, guide others, and strengthen my walk with God. I understand now that loving God and loving people is one in the same, it starts with God but then in becomes one. I think this is why Jesus said whatever you do to the least of these you do to me. Also i think that is why Jesus said that the most important law is to love the lord your God with all your heart but then went on to say that it is equally important to love your neighbor, its cause they go hand in hand.
Anyway thier is alot of changes going on in my life, and in the life of my friends at school.
We are all learning to be honest and open with one another and its hard... really hard at first but it its worth it. For me this means going through my past and present and righting the wrongs that i have done. The hardest thing was admitting i had wrongs to right. Its hard but amazing, its the most uncomfortable thing of my life, but i have been comfortable with doing nothing for far too long. Me and my friends have made a huge amount of progress in just 2 weeks, but that just means we need prayer now more then ever, cause we are and will be further attacked for pursueing rightousness. on that note i would like to say that im not just good with being "cool" with people i have disconnected with anymore. i would like very much to put forth the efort to reconnect with alot of people probly more specifically the hop kids, not only do i desire this but i feel so does God and also the more i follow God and take on the things he wants me to the more strength i need to do so. For instance i am actually taking care of problems in me and my friends on a daily basis by the grace of God, (like literally a specific problem or two a day, its crazy awsome) and God has shown me where to start with lots of issues, however there are two issues that i cant seem to pinpoint where to start with, and think this is cause God wants me to go to the the the hop kids and Robyn for help in these two areas, and i think other then just taking care of the problem God wants to use this to reastablish connection. First issue is that i dont know exactly where to start reastablishing connections, so i think ill start by admitting that and that that probly shows that there is a problem. The second this is something pretty much the whole hop group tried to help me with and here goes.... its some unhealthy interaction i have with girls, when it was pressented to me i basically justified myself and never dealt with it, and well now it has been brougth to my attention by another party, and well i am sorry.... extremally sorry..... i am sorry that i strike out or avoid that which wishes to help me, and i humble myself now because my friends and the lost around me cant afford for me to not live in the fullness of God
once again, i take full account for pretty much everything negative that has gone on between me and any of the hop kids there is probly alot of things i would like to talk about, but im ready oto be honest, im ready to be open, my feet are firm on the rock of my salvation, im not going anyware, im not going to run this time, on that same note im also prepared to voice some concerns that i have had that, though not a good excuse caused me do distance myslef.
I believe the fastest most effective way to accomplish the things of God is to be open, relie on God, and well rely on God for strength, strength to be voulnerable, and strength to trust. It's not easy at first, but nothing good is. Amen. Selah.
At the rate i have been doing things and the rate at which my friends are growing as well i think that these things will be taken care of soon.
Much prayer please, cause well its good and i think someone must have been praying for me cause this change that started 2 week ago was completely unprompted by me.
GO GOD!
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Go God indeed.
I think it's cool that you've been noticing breakthrough and attribute it to prayer, because some of us have been getting together to pray on a nightly basis for a little over two weeks now. I doubt we can take all of the credit in your situation (the credit which goes to God anyways) but this time has certainly made me realize the power which prayer has to change lives.
I've always felt like there was something God wants to do in your life. You have the head knowledge which you have acquired over your faithful years of church. It is time to - in your maturity - step out towards Him and come into your own as a man of God. That is often a hard road, but one I believe you can take.
You know where I am, and I hope you know that you always have a place with me if you ever want to talk.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Jonmark your too awesome and im really happy god is guiding your life awesomely!!!!
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