Father, Father, cries your child
ive been in this fight a while.
Fake freedom like florescent lites,
Distorts my vision and blurs my site.
Like city lights that hide the stars
or fleeting rays from moving cars.
I see the way that ive been told,
See what is new and what is old.
What is wrong and what is right,
when to run and when to fight.
This is a war that leaves me tired,
loseing things i once desired.
I fight an evil i cant see,
I fight an evil i cant see,
and often times i want to flee,
and often times i want to flee.
Give me vision and give me life,
Give me rest and give me stength,
take my fear thats as a knife,
cutting in at deeper lengths.
When i fall, ill take your hand, cause only you can understand.
You are my air, you are my sight.
You are what pushes me to fight.
For my thoughts betray me everyday,
telling me what not to say, what not to do, what not to be,
i know that i can not trust me.
For my heart betrays me, above all, with foolish thoughts that make me fall.
Send me guidence, send me peace, for amongst the weak, i am the least.
I feel weak and i feel blind, stumbleing through, what i cant find.
I dont trust, what i cant see, but i trust the One inside of me.
Oh you my God are all i need, on your words, each day i feed.
I cling to you like infant child, eyes so bright and then you smiled.
You pick me up and free my eyes, and now they see through deaths disquise.
I want to love just like your son, and see the good in everyone.
you my God are why i am, in love you sent the blameless lamb.
And for your heart i fight each day, hopeing one day you will say,
My child trusts not, the world he sees,
And with him, my servant, i am pleased.
